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Through Glass by Stone Sour
Through Glass
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(no more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
(Refrain)
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
(Refrain)
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you
(Repeat 1)
Who are the stars?
Who are the stars?
They lie…
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[22 Feb 2006|11:36am] |
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hey everyone, whats goin on? i wanted to update my journal because well susan is getting on to me for not doin it very often so i said why not. me and her and tristan and heather went to johnson city saturday. needless to say it was one of the best weekends i think i have ever had, it was awsome. yesterday i got offerd a job. i think that all the pieces of my life are finally comeing together. susan is coming over today at about 3 i am excited, but i am gonna go for now
SUSAN I LOVE YOU
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[15 Feb 2006|12:31pm] |
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yesterday was ok, the first part was and so much of the last. i think i hurt susans feelings yesterday and i didnt mean to. i love her with all my heart. i just wanted her to have a good valentines day and i guess i tried to hard. susan is my life, without her i have nothing at all. she makes me waht i am and it is her i want to spend eternity with. i have waited so long on her to come into my life. there is nothing in this world i wouldnt do for her. she is TRULEY my everything. all that i want, all i need, and all i will ever need
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[11 Feb 2006|09:55am] |
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hey everyone this is susan. i decided to update for bill so his lj doesn't get deleted. He is at wokr right now but I'm gonna make him update this later!
Susan
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[19 Jan 2006|11:18am] |
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I havnt updated in an extremly long time, so i figured i would. Me and Susan are doing very well. Monday will make us a year that we have been dating, i cant believe it. She is the best thing that has happend to me.
I have a new nephew now, his name is Landin Cole Couch. WOOOO he is cute as he can be.
I started working at Food City in Clintwood, it is pretty cool.
I started back to school Monday, its ok so far
I really dont have much to talk about right now so i will update again later
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[14 Nov 2005|08:25am] |
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yesterday was freakin awsome, susan cam over and stayed all day it was great.
BTW i got a mowhawk WOO WOO.
i will update again later i know it is short but my teacher is bein a dick
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[08 Nov 2005|06:28am] |
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hey hey hey, hello world its me agian. i am soooo bored i just got done playin guitar and well, i am ready to play again. i hope we have band practice again this weekend. we had a really good practice saturday. and then me and susan went and seen shinedown and 3 doors down. it was GREAT. i loved it
i gotta take a test so i will update again later.
I LOVE YOU SUSAN
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[07 Nov 2005|08:15am] |
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OMG, me and susan went to the 3 doors down concert last night. needless to say i am so tired it is about 8:15 in tha mornin and i should still be asleep. i wish susan could have stayed last night but oh well. i took her home i guess at about 1. it was great. i had one of the best days i have ever had yesterday.
i gotta go my teacher is jumpin on to me.
i love susan ashley mullins forever
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[04 Nov 2005|04:33pm] |
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Well it is friday, and iam so bored i am sick of seeing my sisters house, it has drove me insane. i tried to call susan to see if she wanted to come over but she had gone to her brothers so now i am settin here. there is nothin to do and i amso bored. i feel like ihave no one to talk to because everyone is gone. i want to go to band practice tomarrow and i supposidly can dad said.
i am missin susan really bad. i dont know what to do. i hope she didnt go see saw 2 without me, but if she did oh well. i cant stop her from having fun.
but anyway i am gonna go.
bill & susan forever
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[02 Nov 2005|08:03am] |
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well i am at college and this is the only time i can get on LJ because my comp screwed up. i feel ok tosay i guess my "routine" days are over now. i feel better about them too. Susan was feeling really sick last night:( i hope she feels better, she thinks she has the flu. ya know i am really startin to miss Tiller and Britt. I havnt seen them in a while and we havnt had band practice in a while. i am missin nerk too, i havnt seen him in a month of sundays. monday was one of the best days ever, i got my motorcycle leaners and got to see Susan and Conner all day, it ws great. i am to the point (and its only wendsday) that i am missing susan really bad.
saturday we are supposed to have band practice,and hopefully we do. i am missing it really bad. we have this guy thats supposed to sing for us i hope it works out.
i come to discover that my grandmothers house burned down sunday night. its really sad, i am just glad no one was hurt. this makes 2 times in the past four years that they have lost their house due to fires. but anyway i havnt updated in a while so i figured now is my chance so i am gonna go
i love SUSAN ASHLEY MULLINS
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[31 Oct 2005|08:54am] |
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WITHOUT YOU-motley crue |
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Well today is halloween, and i am stuck at school. I wish it would hurry up and be over. These past couple of days have been extremly weird. It feels like i am just someone else trapped in a different body and i feel like i dont even exist. i feel like i am being used. they say god has a weird way of doing things and i am really starting to believe it. i feel like my life is a routine and i am doing the same thing oer and over again. its like i get up at 6:00 every morning, get ready, go to school, come home go to bed and do it again the next morning. its kinda nerve racking, and if it werent for the weekends or the time i get to spend with susan i dont know what id do. she makes me feel like i was meant for something in this world. and she always knows how to make me feel better. i guess what i am trying to say is that she makes me feel alive and like everything isnt a routine. every time im with her it is a different experiance.
SUSAN ASHLEY MULLINS I LOVE YOU
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[27 Oct 2005|06:18am] |
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I havent updated in like 37 years so i figured i would. this weekend was like one of the best i seen susan like everyday. my nephew lucas finally likes susan so that cool. sunday made me and susan nine months we have been dating. it doesnt seem that long, but it has been the best of my life. i love her more than life its self and i would do anthing for her. she is my everything and more. i cant wait for saw II to come out the fam (susan, tiller, and britt) have got to go see it. it will be awsome. i got to see conner this weekend and he is getting pretty big. it doesnt seem like he should be growing up so fast. i mean i rarley get to see him. and susan finally got me to hold him so, its all good. nickey wrote me a note the other day. YES NICKEY I HAVE YOUR NOTE, it is still in my truck. but anyway i guess i am gonna go do some work now. peace
I LOVE YOU SUSAN
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[03 Oct 2005|11:35am] |
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Today has been pretty boring i got home at about 11:00 and well DAMN i really miss Susan so bad, i got to see her all day yesterday but i wanna see her all the time. I would give anything to see her right now but we all know that not possible. There is some concrete people comin today to pour a wall beside the carport and well hopefully that stupid thing will be done, it has caused me not to be able to talk and see Susan as much as i should. But anyway, i guess i am gonna go.
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[28 Sep 2005|11:24am] |
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I just now got home from college, and i am bored to death. I really really miss Susan really bad, I would give anything to her right now. I got to talk to her for about five minuts this morning and i had to leave, OH how i didnt want to. I hope and pray to god i get to see her this weekend, i cant wait! I am ready for the weekend to come. I guess i better go get to work before dad gets home and it isnt done so I am gone BYE.
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[27 Sep 2005|01:03pm] |
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i am in my last class of the day, and i am ready to go home. i hopefully one day will go with susan to the hideaway. these past couple of weekends have been really great, i have got to see susan a lot. i love her more than anything in this world and hopefully one day i will marry her if she will have me. but anyway i gotta go. Cya
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[15 Sep 2005|12:15pm] |
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i am bored to death, i am in the library at college and i have an hour before my next class. Tomorrow is friday and i get to spend the whole weekend with Susan. Its gonna be the best thing EVER. Hopefully next weekend we will have another band practice and one of my friends is gonna come and play some drums. i have heard his cd and it is really good, his band is called frayed not. hopefully monday brandi will figure out what her baby is going to be i am wishing a girl because we are surrounded by boys. but any way i am gonna go eat.
I LOVE YOU SUSAN
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[10 Sep 2005|11:33am] |
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yesterday we had band practice at brittanys, that was great. i got to see susan like all day long and i had my four favorite people there with me. i really didnt wanna leave last night but oh well. hopefully we are gonna go to the movies tonight. WOO WOO
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[07 Sep 2005|01:49pm] |
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Bleed Me An Ocean
Let the blackness roll on
Mother's cool reptilian womb
Ain't so cold tonight
My fingers trace the exit wounds
by graveyard light
There's bone dust in my throat and everything is DEAD
but it's all right
Take it easy
You bleed so easy
Bleed me an ocean
Bleed me an ocean tonight
By electric graveyard light
Bleed me an ocean
Let me lie beneath the sky
Teach me how to die
Bleed me an ocean
As the blossom eats the butterfly
Can you feel the cold death
That rides along your spine
Let the blackness roll on
You bleed so easy
Let the blackness roll on
I was sexless in clouds again
I was chasing a cold, cold wind
I've become bored with flesh and bone again
The deepest alone
I was riding the turbulence
an ocean of Hades
it's all downhill from here
on the outer nowhere
Let the blackness roll on
You bleed so easy
Let the blackness roll on
I was stoned to the drone
of the blackness that hums
I've become bored with flesh and bone again
The endless hum of the highway drone
I was riding the turbulence
an ocean of Hades
The taste of dead sex on my tongue
On my tongue, yeah
Let the blackness roll on
You bleed so easy
let the blackness roll on
You bleed so easy
Just like a rain drop
I was born baby to fall
and scale these prison walls
It was over before you were born
Sucked into the vacuum of this universal tomb
It was over before you were born
Sucked into the vacuum of this universal tomb
Old blossom dies
Like a young man breathes
The insects hum with their hunger and grieve
An icon of pale bone
Static white dream
Blind in the wilderness
Everybody scream
I couldn't find my way
Out the door
We all died
Woke up on the floor
I ride the painted whore
She gives good universal scream, scream
I ride the painted whore
She gives good universal scream, scream
I ride the painted whore
She gives good universal scream, scream
I ride the painted whore
She gives good universal scream, scream
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[30 Aug 2005|01:05pm] |
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i am settin here in my CAD class, its the best class ever. i get to leave in a lil while and go home. I CANT wait. today has went by pretty slow. but it will go by faster by the end of the day. i wanna see susan right now but i dont guess i can. i hope to one day this week WOO WOO
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